Stolen from the short one. <3~

Ten things I wish I could say to people:

1. If I could reach out and find you, I would. But only you can find yourself.
2. I won't let myself fall apart because of this.
3. There are times when I need you and times when I crave your attention.
4. My patience can be like the ocean; far, wide and deep. But my trust is like a river; it can overflow and suddenly dry up because something happened upriver.
5. I keep opening myself at the wrong time and closing myself to the wrong people.
6. I can't believe my sign in the "pentagram".
7. I miss you. (Multiple people.)
8. Stop looking at the past, stop worrying about the future and look at your present so you don't keep f**king up both. (I have a specific person in mind for this one...)
9. I don't see why you reach out to someone who knows nothing about it. Reach out to someone who knows different angles, stupid.
10. One day, reality is gonna b***h slap you. And, yes, it will hurt.

Ten things about myself:
1. I feel as though I am too easily swayed.
2. I'd love to cut my hair short if only I could wear short hair right.
3. I tend to care too much about how people see me at first glance or what their first impression of me is. Then, I get over it once I figure out how they are.
4. I hate how I can't look in the mirror and love what I see one-hundred percent. I'd really love to be comfortable in my own skin one day.
5. I believe the glass is half full most days.
6. Maybe one day, I'll understand why I love food this much. As for now, I just love it unconditionally. (Lol.)
7. I think it's weird that 'friend' ends with 'end'. I also think it's funny that 'friend' minus 'n' becomes 'fried'.
8. The grass may be greener on the other side, but that just means it requires more water.
9. I don't call Philippinos "Pacific Islanders". I think that's a little bit too wordy.
10. I believe common sense is essential but not built-in.

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Realize that I am serious about dating.
2. Think carefully before trying to take me on.
3. We need to be friends for at least a little while first. I can't just jump off the deep end.
4. Be ready to love me, imperfections and all.
5. Be ready to be loved for everything you are.
6. Be ready to open your heart to me because I can't open my heart too much for someone who won't open it to me.
7. Understand that I need communication to thrive.
8. Respect, love, cherish, honor and be proud of me and I will do the same for you.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. College is coming up.
2. My boyfriend.
3. Friend troubles, whether they directly concern me or not.
4. Cleaning the house...
5. Getting enough money for the things that I want/need.
6. The things I fear and the things that make me worry.
7. Getting some freaking art done someday. -_-;


Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Talk on the phone with my boyfriend.
2. Change into PJs/brush teeth/wash face.
3. Make sure the fan is on the lowest setting.
4. Make sure my lights, my laptop and all that stuff is off.
5. Plug in my cell and turn over.
6. Close my eyes.


Five places I want to visit:
1. Japan. Anywhere and everywhere in it.
2. Italy, but not necessarily Rome. It's expensive there.
3. France because they have awesome freaking food.
4. South Korea. Mmm, barbeque~
5. Each place I have family so I can see them.

Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. A towel around my shoulders.
2. Shorts.
3. Underwear???
4. A shirt.

Three bands that I listen to often:
1. Uh...
2. Well, it depends.
3. Because I like all kinds of music.


Two things I want to do before I die:
1. Life a fulfilling life with a career, a family and a comfortable, cozy home.
2. Get over my fears.